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| Our prime purpose in life is to help others.
and if you can't help them, then at least don't
hurt them.
Faith is being sure of what we hope
for and certain of what we do not see. 
Just as we need someone to come and show us
what true love is, we need people to come and show us
where we aren't going to find it.
Wish you were here. Wish i was there. Wish it was
different. Wish wishes came true.
 When the power of love overcomes the
love of power the world will know
peace. This is your world. Shape it or someone
else will. 
No one is going to love you
if you don't love yourself.
People are going to want you, need you,
exceed you, take you, beat you, love you, hate you,
play you, rate you, save you, and break you-
but that's not what makes you.
 I'd walk through hell for you. Let it
burn right through my shoes. These soles are useless
without you. Through hell for you, let the torturing
ensue; my soul is useless without you.
All things were part of God's plan, event he most
disheartening setback, and in the end, everything
worked out for the best. Later on.. Something
good will happen and you'll find yourself thinking, "If i
hadn't had that problem back then, then this better
thing that did happen wouldn't have happened to me." 
If you promise not to break my heart, i promise to
make you the happiest man alive. I'll make the bed and your
breakfast. I'll wash your clothes and kiss you goodnight.
I'll write you poems and meet your mother. I'll make
your day, if you're here to stay.
I don't know what i want anymore.
All i want to do is listen to
music, and watch the days go by. 
You are one of my bests. No matter what happens, know
i'll always love you and i'll always be here for you. always always.
i mean honestly, i'm closer to you than i am to anyone else
on this earth, and you're the one i've known for the
least amount of time. that amazes me; how close we got
so fast. but i don't regret it for a second, any of it. you know
the truth about everything. you know
things that other people don't. and that makes you one of
my bests. you're amazing.
The distance is only physical, my love.
You can wait on something only so long
before your mind begins to roam.
you can think on something only so long before the devil
make your thoughts his home.
You know you're in love when you always want to
tell someone about it, even when they do not ask.
 People like you more when you don't give a fuck
.
Keep looking up-- there's nothing on the ground but your feet.
You don't know what goes on in anyone's life but your own.
And when you mess with one part of a persons life, you're not messing
with just that part. Unfortunately, you can't be that precise
and selective. When you mess with one part of a person's life,
you're messing with their entire life .. Everything affects everything.
 The real world, whether we like it or not, is right here, right
now. All of this, every day, is important. Everybody
matters. Everything we do has an effect on others, directly or indirectly,
whether we realize it or not. I'm screaming out and my dreams will be heard.
She really does like him, she likes lying next to
him, she wants to be around him; when you get down to
it, can you say that about many people?
 There was something inside her that longed to be desired,
to be cared for and protected, to be listened to
and accepted without judgment. To be loved.
It's the rule of life that everything
you have always wanted comes the very second
you stop looking for it.
 The important thing is to not be bitter over life's
disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize
that everyday won't be sunny. And when you find yourself
lost in the darkness of despair, remember,
it's only in the black of the night that you see the
stars, and those stars lead you back home. Sometimes you just need to realize that you
can't have it all, and you can't fix what you've done, you need
to move on and try to be happy, even if it's the hardest thing
you'll ever do.
The winner says, "It may be difficult, but it's possible."
Loser says, "It may be possible, but it's too difficult."
I am only one. I can not do everything, but i can
do something. And i will not let what i cannot do interfere
with what i can do.
It turns out that sometimes you have to do the wrong
thing. Sometimes you have to make a mistake to figure
out how to make things right. Mistakes
are painful, but they are the only way to
figure out who you really are.
Laugh at yourself, but don't ever aim your doubt at
yourself. Be bold. When you embark for strange places,
don't leave any of yourself safely on shore. Have the
nerve to go into unexplored territory. 
She rolled over and starred into his eyes,
'Promise you won't ever forget me again.'
He kissed her forehead and said,
"I never did."
I've learned you can never expect anything from
anyone, no matter who it is. The second you expect something
from someone, you're setting yourself up for heatbreak.
 When the world says give up. HOPE whispers
try it one more time.
We did not change as we grew older; we just became more
clear of ourselves.
The only thing that makes it apart of your life
is that you keep thinking about it.
You've got my heart racing and
hands shaking. Pure sin is what we're
making baby, it's getting me over you
with each and every motion.
 I miss you so much. Your light, your smile, your way
and everything about us. Though your gone,
You're still here in my heart, and in my tears.
Yeah, you sure left your mark.
I was born to be stubborn, to be a little bit bitchy,
to push people, to push myself. I was taught to never take
life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything
i had, to never give up, to believe in myself, but most of all,
to FIGHT for MYSELF.
 Love like your eighty, Fuck like your eighteen.
Strength is nothing more then how you hide the pain.
Things change. And friends leave. And
life doesn't stop for anybody.
I've learned that goodbyes will hurt, pictures
can NEVER replace memories and words can NEVER
replace feelings.
The worst thing about being lied to is
knowing you weren't worth the truth.
 Those who criticize our generation forget who raised it.
Some people are easy to get over. They only take a
day or two, but sooner or later you'll find the one
who has changed everything about you, and no matter
how hard you try, you can't find the words to say goodbye.
That's the problem with us. We're both stubborn asses
and always want to get our way. We both hate to be wrong and
love to be right. But that's the thing about love. No matter what happens,
we always come back for each other, one more time.
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| I don’t know but I think I maybe falling for you, dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself, waiting until I know you better
I am trying not to tell you but I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of holding this inside my head
I’ve been spending all my time just thinking about you
I don’t know what to do I think I’m falling for you
I’ve been waiting all my life and now I found you
I don’t know what to do I think I’m falling for you
Falling for you – Falling for you Colbie Caillat I wish I could tell you everything I’m thinking. How I’m dying to throw myself at you and kiss you again. How I still say goodnight to you every night. How I miss you more than I ever thought I would. How I absolutely need you back in my life. But I can’t, so instead I just sit here in silence 
This was how you knew love. My mother told me that. All you had to do was imagine your life without the other person. And if the thought alone made you shiver, then you knew. Starting today I’m changing everything about myself. I’ve made a list of things to do and I’ll stick to it. If it takes everything I have, I will change for you. I need you to think I am beautiful again. I need to win this fight. boomerx818  My fingers ache, begging to be holding yours. My face feels incomplete without your touch. My arms feel empty without you filling them. I miss you so incredibly much that it hurts, and I’m not sure how to handle this. boomerx818 Silence reveals where we really are.  Echoes of broken promises haunt me in my sleep.
The promises I believed, the promises you couldn't keep. Here's to the moments where we
didn't think about right and wrong.
Where we just lived, crossed
our fingers, and hoped for the best. 
You had me. For the millionth time.
You had me. I know I said I would never come back.
I said I'd never do this again. But here I am again,
laying on your bed. And I can't remember a thing I've ever said. those notes you wrote me
i have kept them all
i have given a lot of thought
of how to write you back this fall
with every single letter
in every single word
there will be a hidden message
about a girl who loves a boy 
'she belonged to me,' he said simply
'she was, you know, all the things i wasnt
and i was all the things she wasnt.
she could dance in circles around anyone
and i cant even walk in a straight line.
she was never into sports; and i have always been.'
he lifted his outstretched palm and curled his finger
'her hand,' he said' it fit in mine.' that day, she was amazed to discover
that when he was saying 'as you wish'
what he meant was, 'i love you'
and even more amazing was the day
she realized she truly loved him back.  a philosopher once asked;
are we human because we gaze at the stars
or do we gaze at the stars because we are human?
pointless, really..
do the stars gaze back? now thats a question. im starting to realize that we live
in order to change someone elses life. 
she may be confused about a
lot of things, but one thing she
knows is that she's happiest
when she is with him. i could kiss a million guys
& it still wouldn't mean as much
as holding your hand 
you want to know why i love you?
it's because you loved me
when i didn't love myself.
it's because you held up my beauty for me to see.
it's because you cared unconditionally,
just the way i was.
it was because, for the first time in my life
i didn't have to work so hard at being happy.
because with you, it just happens. because you`re the kind of
guy who`d laugh at me
when i fall ; but help me up &
whisper it`s okay, i still love you 
when we talk, it's not like my mood instantly swings
up and a smile becomes plastered to my face. it's not
nearly as tangible a thing as that.when we talk, the
only difference is that my world feels balanced. It
feels like being able to stretch, when you wake up
late on a saturday. it feels like i can breathe again. am i broken? i don't even know. all i know is that i used
to love without fear and without second thoughts, and
now, i'm so scared of getting near him because i don't
want the love to hurt me. he's already hurt me. i don't
want to be hurt again. but i still laugh, and i can still
hope, at least to some extent. what classifies as broken? 
what the hell. i'm freaking beautiful, whether my shirt is plastered
to my skin or so loose it's a fire hazard. show some originality, boy.
focus on the other stuff. i have a double-jointed pinky and my eyes
have flecks of gold. there's a scar on my left elbow from falling on a
pillow. but you've never noticed that, have you? you're just too damn
concerned about what you want me to do to know the person who you
want to do all this. and for the longest time, i was okay with that,
at least it's me, right? wrong. what you're looking at isn't really me,
it's my shell. so the next time i wear a low-cut shirt and you text me
with all your stupid sexual innuendos, i'm telling you to fuck off.
f i n d s o m e o n e y o u d e s e r v e and i tell people, "this is me, take it
or leave it." most people left it. 
her mama calls her sunshine, because she's always
had a smile. but let me tell you something. i've seen
your daughter in the alleyway, drunk and cold. and
i still remember the day the sunshine got cloudy. ♥ you want to know the real reason i'm not in a relationship? it's not
because i'm scared to love. it's because i'm scared to be loved back.
the idea of heaven scares the hell out of me, because everything in
it is supposed to be perfect. what happens if you can't stay perfect?
do you get kicked out of heaven? how are you supposed to stay the
person you are, and live in such a beautiful way, and not just end
up screwing something up after awhile? and it's the same concept
with a relationship. everything i feel for him is right. i know i
could get him to feel the same way for me if i would just let myself
let him. and i want it, i want to take the chance, i really do. it's
worth being in heaven for awhile, even if the ending is exactly
what i fear. but my subconscious messes everything up, and it
pushes him away. i'm sorry. i never wanted to hurt us 
trouble is a part of life. and if you don't share it, you
don't give the person who loves you enough chance to
love you enough. i don't think you know what these words mean.
i don't think you know what we could be. but i'll
wait forever, because i think you're the one. ♥ 
and when she sees him, she holds her breath, and walks by without
breathing. when she walks by, she stares determinedly in the other
direction, in order to not look at him, because if she does, she'll stare
f o r e v e r you have such an effect on me. when i'm texting you, i
feel so confined by my skin. i have to jump around the
house, music at the top notch, screaming my lungs out
to even try to match what's going on inside me. if you
talk to methat night during dinner i have to consciously
bite my cheeks so my parents won't ask questions about
my enormous smile. if you randomly show up without
warning, well, i don't know if you've noticed, but i have
quite a bit of trouble breathing steadily. you make my
foot jiggle. you make my heart race. it's all you. ♥ 
we have been to the moon, we have
charted the depths of the ocean, and
the heart of the atom. but we have
a fear of looking inward, because we
sense that's where the contradictions
f l o w t o g e t h e r for some reason, all i am able to register in my mind besides
his presence is the ice in my glass of water, and the way the
light shines on my fork and knife at the dinner table. and it
seems that wanting to be able to say something of importance
causes my brain to output the exact opposite. in a flurry of
wanting to impress, or make a good lasting impression, the
ridiculous words that come out of my mouth cause me to
want to hit my head against the wall. my capability of being
able to start and maintain conversations flees from me and
i am substituted with being ashy, quiet nervous girl. quite
the opposite of the funny, witty, bubbly, outgoing, friendly
person all my other friends speak of. 
i've always been the optimistic one even despite all the
hardships in my life. when my best friend was madly
in love with the boy who wanted to hook up with all her
friends, i still saw the light, and believed that beneath
it all, it was her he really wanted. and guess what? it
turns out, i was right. now they've cleared up all their
misunderstandings and are madly in love, giving the
world another real reason to believe. and it doesn't
seem like you love me, either, but i still hold on to the
hope that things will turn out the way they did for my
friend. that this is all a misunderstanding. that you
are just as scared and as exhilarated as ridiculously
head-over-heels, as i am. please don't say this hope is
a lost cause. everything i think of you changes constantly. i
love you, i hate you, i need you, i want you, i am
so much better off without you, you don't deserve
me, you're everything to me. there are times i
think i can get over you, and times when i know
i can't. there are times i flirt with other guys,
and think maybe something could even blossom
there because that guy could love me back. but
all my fantasies involving that guy just entail
you watching us together; you realizing that i
am everything you ever dreamed of. and then
my imagination breaks away from all my self
control, and i imagine you and i together, just
like i always have. 
my heart's saying that you have to love me back, that how is
it possible that in such a beautiful world i could feel such a
beautiful thing and you wouldn't feel it back? you have to.
but then my head's looking at the cold, hard facts, and the
way you asked for her number, the way that you ignore me.
my head knows you aren't feeling anything. but my heart
is still searching for an explanation for your behavior, it's
still looking for a route to that elusive happy ending. everyone has a secret, what would happen if they
all came out? would anything change? or would
we all pretend nothing was different? ♥ 
what's not fair is that you act as if your life has ended. be
sad, be angry, shit, be anything. but don't ever behave so
reprehensibly towards the people who clearly love you. go
have your emotional crisis, but don't cut them out. and
yes, fucking things up is inevitable, but how you choose
to deal with that is not fated. you have your free will, be
grateful that you do. now, move on, and find a better way
of dealing with your issues. | | |
| 1. Stop apologizing for things you didn't even do.
2. Become an optimist while retaining your pessimistic outlook.
3. Be Free.
4. When you’re stuck in a goldfish bowl, break out. Pull a Nemo. Play dead. Get flushed.
5. Stop drooling, start licking.
6. Give up cappuccinos, drink more lattes.
7. Learn to say “I love you” more often. It feels good. Really good.
8. Don’t forget, it’s okay to be moody sometimes.
9. Yes, when he asks you for coffee you should say yes.
10. Become the person you want to be.
 11. Just let go.
12. Learn to take a compliment, even if it’s one you don’t want to hear.
13. Remember, love doesn’t find you on it’s own.
14. You’re story doesn’t always need a beginning before the end.
15. Admit your weakness to no one.
16. There’s always someone left to blame.
17. Learn the art of selective hearing.
18. Don’t stop dreaming because there’s no wrong in wanting something more.
19. Nobody knows your limits better than you do, but every once in a while somebody will question all you know and they will push you for the better.
20. Take a chance. 
21. Wear what you want with pride.
22. Just for a minuet, forget about what’s coming tomorrow.
23. Everything obvious has been invented, think outside the box.
24. Fairytales are never perfect but you should still live your own tale, perfect or not.
25. Sometimes a Thank You isn’t enough.
26. Forgive but don’t forget.
27. Chase the rain.
28. Don’t let an invitation become an invasion.
29. Sometimes running is the only way to fight your fears.
30. Make dreams happen now. 
31. Don’t waste another second.
32. Start things early, or you’ll end up disappointed.
33. Discover the person you are before you find the person you need to be with.
34. Stop loosing things. It costs.
35. Defend your people. For you…I will.
36. Become your own Buffy; fight your demons.
37. It is not enough. Admit it, sometimes life is lacking something.
38. Feel the freedom, even if it’s a lie.
39. Get your things and lose your way.
40. You are what you make of yourself.
41. Hold onto something good and don’t let go.
42. Don’t try and fix what isn’t broken.
43. Learn something new. Teach something old.
44. Don’t believe a promise that can only be broken,
45. Don’t let yourself be somebody’s priority if they are your only choice.
46. Open your eyes or ignore what matters most.
47. Time machines don’t exist.
48. Let go of the parts of life that you honestly don’t want.
49. Learn to walk away.
50. Some of the most wonderful people are the people who don’t fit into boxes.
 51. Erasing yourself from somebody’s life is not as simple as walking out the door.
52. We spend too much time thinking about tomorrow when we could be learning from yesterday we wanted to be today.
53. Let your heart defy your logic.
54. From now on, everyday will be the most important day.
55. We are all equal in the evil and beauty we are capable of producing.
56. It’s okay to feel even the tiniest bits of fear.
57. Do what you love and love what you do. 
So, what do you think? Is it true enough?
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| Have you ever felt so confused not sure which emotion to show
you feel happy yet sad; one thing might make you happy,
but then again, it just hurts
I think it's called remembering Laugh your heart out. Dance in the rain
Cherish the memories. Ignore the pain
Love and learn. Forget and forgive
because remember,You only have one life to live. 
It's not the end that matters
It's the places we go and the people we meet.
It's how many times we smiled and laughed;
How many times we fell in love and got hurt.
How many times we got kissed in the rain.
It's not seeing what happens after it ends but
living long enough to see who's still by your
side when it ends. It's the people and the
memories you make that makes seing your
life through worth it. It's the ride that gets us there. people ask me if i believe in forever
and i can't help but sit back and laugh
because with the way my life is going,
i don't even believe in tomorrow. 
Sometimes, don't you wish your life is a movie?
That way you could rewind your favorite parts,
fast forward the parts where you cry,
and the ending is always happy. You tell me it's all my fault,
that I messed up everything,
but you forget that I'm the kind of girl
that laughs at her mistakes 
You will never find the right person,
if you never let go of the wrong one. no matter how serious life gets, you still gotta have that one who you can be completely stupid with. 
I’m not a little girl anymore. For anyone who’s ever betrayed me, intentionally hurt me, or two-timed me, I’m not going to dwell on trying to make your life miserableand tell you I’m going to fight you. No, better yet, I’m going to sit here and tell you,karma is a motherfucker and you’ll get yours. if we didn't know anything about love or didn't know it existed,do you think we would still feel it? 
You were only given this life because you were strong enough to live it. its harder than you think,pretending your whole world isnt falling apart. Sometimes, smiling doesn't mean happiness at all. Because maybe it's
just a way of saying, "I can manage." but sometimes, smiling is just a way of saying, "I'm tired of crying."  you spend your whole life believe that you're on the right track, only to discover that you're on the wrong train. We laughed and laughed, together and separately, out loud and silently, we were determined to ignore whatever needed to be ignored, to build a new world from nothing if nothing in our world could be salvaged, it was one of the best days of my life, a day during which I lived my life and didn’t think about my life at all. 
I've been waiting for you for years though it seems as soon as we get closer, we just get farther apart. And I want nothing more than to just finally be with you because years are long, and they're even longer without you. To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt. 
And I know that we don't talk much, & sometimes we even walk right by each other in the hall, without saying a word, or looking at each other, but then there's those times when our eyes meet & I realize, deep down, I miss you I'd give you my everything, if you gave me yours. I know we tried this a few times,
but that was before. I'm ready if you're ready, and I'm pretty sure I am. I'm waiting for you here, but I don't know how long I can.  Our days would be happier if we gave people a little bit of our hearts rather than a piece of our minds. Life isn't about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating,
or haven't dated at all. It's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not for what they have. Most of all, it is about living your life to touch someone else's. 
He's gorgeous, but gorgeous is an understatement. More like you're startled every time you see him because you notice something new in a Where's Waldo sort of way. More like you can't stop writing third grade run on sentences because you can't
even remotely begin to describe something, someone, so inherently amazing. More like you're afraid that if you stare at him too long, you'll prove your parents right that, yes, your face will get stuck that way. But you don't mind. As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. 
All the best love stories have one thing in common... you have to go
against the odds to get there. I want to run, but only far enough to make you miss me. I want to take back
all the shit I've done, but I guess you're better off without me.
++ Boys Like Girls 
Avoiding something doesn't always mean that you hate it, it could also mean that you
want it but you just know it isn't right. All she really wants if for you to finally get the nerve to say how you really feel about
her. That way, when you look at her, she's not still second guessing what you really mean. 
Love is like an hourglass with the heart filling up as the brain empties. Sometimes no matter how secure you feel in someone's arms, no matter
how tight you hold onto that person's hand, you can find yourself falling
madly in love with someone else... 
I knew, in the silence that followed, that anything could happen here. It might
be too late: again, I might have missed my chance. But I would at least know I tried,
that I took my heart and extended my hand, whatever the outcome. "Okay," he said. He
took a breath. "What would you do, if you could do anything?" I took a step toward him,
closing the space between us. "This," I said. And then I kissed him. ++ Sarah Dessen There's a thousand ways for things to fall apart, but it's no ones fault, no it's
not my fault. Maybe all the plans we made might not work out, but I have no doubt,
even though it's hard to see. I've got faith in us, and I believe in you and me. 
Here's to all the girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning & be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, & moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The ones who listened to him say, "I only want to be your friend" one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves & misses you. We deserve something, and this is our tribute. Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change. We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, & even snuck around to see him for while. We went through the great stage with no fights all over again. We started this out thinking we would be just friends, & ended up falling in love with him again. We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time. And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming. This is for us. Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days. Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again. We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early. We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us. We learned to settle for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated. Here's for the ones who did their hair and makeup & put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today. The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else. We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again. This is for those great girls, who loved him more than words can say, & took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day & wonder "what if". This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, & cried during the entire conversation. The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us. When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it. This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with. This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, & get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were going too fast, he needs time". Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again. This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so". The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake by ever allowing him into their hearts & their dreams again. We knew that we deserved better the entire time that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us. We just wanted the one that we loved like that. Here's for the ones that finally realized that he never gave a crap about them. Here's for the time that he broke your heart again. This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, & the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment. Here are for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better. This is for those confusing days, when you miss him & want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist. Stay strong and remember that relationships are like broken glass; sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together & get hurt. Remember the times you cried & how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that. When 'your song' comes on the radio, turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made & tries calling, turn your phone off. When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door. Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation & the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the hell he was. Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night & how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to. One day you'll find a guy, who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry. You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will. It's going to hurt like hell, & it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal. 
I know you miss him and I know you think you can’t be without him. I know he told you he loved you and I know he said he'd never leave. I know although you knew you shouldn't have believed that, you did and I know you want him more than anything. I know you spend extra time doing your makeup and hair perfect just in case he looks your way and I know secretly, you want to bump into him anywhere you go. I know you get that feeling when you walk past him and I know you just want him to look your way. I know he called you his baby and his number one and I know he told you he loved you at the end of each of his texts. I know he told you after he's caused you so much pain. I know your face lights up at the mention of his name and I know that you were his world and I know he made you happy. I know you re-read the saved texts from him that you should of deleted ages ago and I know you can’t figure out what’s making you still like him so much even you’re scared to talk about him to your friends because you don’t want them to know how amazing he is. I know you still get that tingle feeling if he so much as looks as though he's looking your way and I know that the whole day you'll be analyzing what that look meant. I know you know he used you and I know you always forgave him for all his faults no matter what. I know you smile bigger, talk louder and laugh more when you see him anywhere near and I know that’s because you just want him to notice you again. I know you compare every guy to him and I know you'd do anything to prove your love for him. I know you take out his mistakes out on everyone but him and I know you don't mean to. I know you read your saved msn conversations you had with him every night and I know you cry every time. I know you think you won't care for anyone as much as you care for him and I know you tell everyone you’re 'obviously' over him. I know that you don't know that I can see right through that. I know you listen to the songs that remind you of him every night and I know you cry yourself to sleep. I know you'd do anything to be perfect for him and I know if it meant you had to stab yourself the next day after seeing him, if it meant spending a whole day with him, you'd do it. I know you can't figure out what’s so different about him to all the other guys you've been with previously and I know he's the reason you look in the mirror too much. I know you get that feeling every time you get a text, just because of the slight chance it might be him and I know anyone can see the hurt in your eyes when you find out it isn't. I know you can’t figure out why he left you and I know you'll never get an answer to that question. I know that. Trust me. Now listen. I know he doesn't miss you and I know he doesn't look at you twice. I know that if he does catch your eye it's because you’re staring at him and he's just looking around. I know your texts to him were deleted a long time ago, along with the msn conversations and I know he's dating a new girl now. I know for a fact that he doesn't compare her to you. I know he doesn't have feelings for you anymore and I know he just doesn't care. I know he doesn't care about you no more. He never did. Trust me. I should know. I know you can relate to everything I said because he made us all feel the same. Do me a favour please? When he's done with his current girlfriend pass this onto her. I know you will because you appreciate this as much as I did when it got passed to me. Knowing you’re not the only girl he's hurt though, makes you feel better I guess. I wonder how many more girls he’s gonna hurt. 
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| Boys will break your heart. Friends will betray you. Parents will seem too strict & life might annoy you, but you should always remember that there`s a purpose for these things to be happening to us. So keep your head up & your spirits high because if you don`t life will just pass you by. Don't blame someone for drinking too much alcohol,
acting crazy, even flirt sometimes and for changing.
The most common reason behind this is that
they're just trying to recapture the feeling
when they were still in love with someone.
For it was a different feeling, not just any kind
of happiness we could actually find everyday 
You’re so cute, you make me blush. You brought me back to being nine, the rush of emotions overwhelms me, of something exciting, of something tingling, of something on the verge of explosion. I tell everyone that if you came back to me,
I’d hurt you and play you just like you did to me.
Truth be told; I could never do that to you. 
the thing about you is -- you're fun. you make me laugh and make me feel more alive. okay, you make me a little crazy sometimes, but these are the moments in my mind, crystal clear images of you and i and how we fit together, and it all just makes such perfect sense, and i know what i want, i want time with you. he has the most adorable eyes you could ever fall for.
the cutest smile that will take your breath away. he has
the ability to make you laugh everytime he speaks. and
when you look at him, its hard to turn away. 
I never wanna grow up like Tinkerbell and Peter Pan,
living with the lost boys in the place of Neverland.
I want to be sweet like Wendy, and you'll always
choose me over Tiger Lily. I want to get caught by
Captain Crook and his crew and then you'll panic
and come to my rescue. The second star to the right
that shines the brightest at night,
it holds magic and mystery, that's where I want to be. but i was just some new kid who couldnt
get her mind off you. i know its stupid.
i dont know what you did, but you got me
to fall for you. 
and someone asked me if i knew you;
a million memories flashed through my head
and i laughed and said, "i used to." I know it's wrong, and I don't want to be mean,
but there's a little part of me that hopes you never
find someone as good as me. That you always
ache for what you used to have. And there's an
even bigger part of me that can't wait for the day
when you come crawling back, asking for me.
Cause on that day, I might not be there 
I planned to say all these
terrible things to you, but in the
end, I just want to tell you I miss you every girl wants a guy like you. tall,
strong, funny, and completely amazing.
but there`s only one problem with
that.. i got you first 
They say we’ll never see half as much as they did,
and it’s true that we never saw Vietnam or world
war two. We didn’t see our mothers cry when
John f. Kennedy died, but we’ve lived our whole
lives being told that we’re just not good enough.
We’ve seen anorexia and bulimia because skinny
just isn’t skinny enough. We watched the twin
towers fall and witnessed the destruction it had
physically and mentally. We’ve seen a lot of greed
an even more hate. Our generation fights a
different kind of war, but we’ve seen just as much. he will chase you around for a while; but there’s going to be that day when he’s going to stop running in circles around you & at that very moment you're going to wish you had let him catch you.. 
Once upon a time, you said you loved me. That we belong together, forever. Just you and me, baby. There's no one in this world that could tear us apart. When you grabbed my hand, you promised that you'd never let go. And I trusted you. I looked into your eyes, deep into your big blue eyes, and I believed you. I really did. Well, that was once upon a time.. I guess not all fairy tales have happy endings. The sun's going to shine, and the rain's going to fall,
and in the end you might get burnt or wet,
but hey, that's life.
So, dance in the puddles and bathe in the sun
and at the end of the day, smile.
Everything's going to be alright 
It's amazing what one person can do. Some people build you up just to bend and break you. Some people bring out parts of you that you had no clue existed. All throughout life we meet people and every single one of them brings something to us, gives us some sort of purpose. We come across people that will hurt us so incredibly much that it seems unbearable to go on with our lives, but the truth is; we can overcome anything we want to if we believe in it enough, if we have faith in ourselves, in who we are. The most important thing in life is to find yourself, know who you are at all times and stand by that for the rest of your life. No one has to the right to tell you who you are and control your life, cause it's yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us and change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you know what's right for yourself, you have the power, you make the choices and you learn. Each experience we go through in a life is a lesson to be learned. We all make mistakes, why is that so hard for some to understand? No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. It's past news. Everything happens for a reason, and without the hard times, how would we ever realize our true strength? It's only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside, when we realize how much we can actually put up with and deal with before we eventually break. Because lately, you make me weaker in the knees and race through my veins, baby, every time you're close to me. Take me away to places I haven't seen. they say you've got a hold on me, and I won't disagree 
He's the reason I'm messed up, the reason I can't get myself into another relationship. No matter how hard I try, no matter how bad I want to.. I'm scared. I'm not scared of getting hurt, I'm scared of hurting someone else. Because I could never love anyone, the way I loved him. I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it's going to be okay. When you're hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there's those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can't be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments.
-Sweetestsin_ox 
and boy, i can only hope that some day you'll look back and see what i've become. an independent, all because of you. and by that time, there will be no more you in my book, just your glancing eyes. Be the best you can be, & the worst without getting caught 
People say, "You make my heart skip a beat,"
but you make me fly off my feet. Love takes effort & acceptance.
It won't always be a happy ride.
You'll cry when you're hurt,
you'll be sad when you're ignored.
But hold on & always remember:
"Love hurts when it is real." 
You grow up so fast in high school. It's not something you wait for, it just kinda happens. One day you'll look back and be proud of who you've become, while at the same time, miss who you were. I'm never letting this one go, because often certain people enter our lives at the most peculiar times, for the most beautiful reasons. They seem to make the most perfect impressions while leaving behind an everlasting impact. Some of the best things in life appear when you least expect them. Things you can never forget. 
One time someone asked me, "Do you think it's possible to love a person forever?" At first I didn't know what to say, but then I looked at you, I knew it was true, so I simply replied, "Forever isn't long enough." i'm sure if I saw you
somewhere ten years down the road,
my heart would still speed up a bit. 
There's nothing more dangerous than a boy with charm. A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy.
It's always nice to know someone's afraid to lose you. 
It’s not about being perfect,
or trying to stay standing just to stand.
Not all the time. What’s more
important is that you try and fly,
to spread your wings wide. And
if you fall, whether it’s a 1ooo feet,
or 2o inches, you get back up. You
pick yourself up carrying a new lesson
with you. Learning from that fall, and
planning to try harder next time until
you can truly fly. And your flying on
your own terms, in a way that makes
you happier than anything else can. It’s getting so hard to be around you. Because every time I see you, I see a stranger. You’ve changed, and I just miss the person you used to be. The one that cared, the one that wouldn’t ever hurt me, not if they could help it. But now, now all you care about is yourself. Maybe you never did care in the first place, I’m not sure. All I know is the person I loved so much is no longer there. Nothing is left of you. Everything’s changed, and I miss the person you used to be. 
To be honest, seeing you together really makes me uneasy. And no, not because I’m jealous. God, no. It’s just, I don’t think he deserves you at all, and I’m so scared because every time I see you with him I wonder how long it’s gonna be before he hurts you again, and again, again and again. I know you love him, more than anything. But I’m scared for you. Because you don’t deserve it. A second chance, let alone a third, fourth, fifth, sixth. I’m mad and sad, mostly I’m jealous because I wish I’d had as many chances as you’ve been given. Because I know I’d take it seriously. I wouldn’t take advantage of anyone. I wouldn’t lead anyone on. I would try my hardest not to hurt anyone, and that is so much more than I can say for you. I guess you’re just used to getting whatever you want. 
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