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| so what's it gonna take - for a guy like you, to love a girl like me. After liking you for three years, sometimes i wonder how i will get over you. When it will happen, what will happen, how it will happen and most importantly why it will happen.
- lovee-quotesss 
^^ :) My name is Tiana :) Its too cute <3 i miss your smile, the way it was always crooked. i miss your eyes, the way you'd always roll them at me. i miss your stupid stories that i never really got. but most of all, i miss you. i miss you a lot. I never liked heights, but you made the fall look so appealing. 
Every time our eyes meet, this feeling inside me
is almost more than I can take. Baby, when you
touch me I can feel how much you love me & it
just blows me away. I've never been this close to
anyone or anything. I can hear your thoughts,
I can see your dreams.
- Amazed; Lonestar Life is all about risks & it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back & wonder
what they would have or could have had.
No one waits forever. 
Lately I've realized that all I really need is somebody
who will listen to my bullshit, call me out on my
bullshit, & love me despite my bullshit. I want you to be free.
Don't worry about me.
And just like the movies,
we play out our last scene.
The cruelest lies are often told without a word,
the kindest thruths are often spoke but never heard It's hard to make a conversation
when he's taking my breath away
-Taylor Swift 
I am going to tell you the truth..so be ready ;;
I LOVE YOU. yes I do. I wanna be with you as long as I can.
It will be hard at times. But I beleive in this relationship.
I think about you constantly, & lately..you're all I think about.
Doesn't it feel so awkward
seeing him in the hallway &
pretending you don't see him? 
Someday we’ll know why I wasn’t meant for you. obstacles are what you see
when you take your
eyes off the goal. 
To me, true love is the sweetest thing in life.
That's why we're all either in love, or looking for love.
Sometimes you have to work for it, especially when
life gets in the way, but I believe that true and deep
love is always worth fighting for. The best moments in reading are when you come across
something, a thought, a feeling, a way of looking at things
that you'd thought special, particular to you. & here it is,
set down by someone else, a person you've never met,
maybe even someone long dead. & it's as if a hand has
come out & taken yours. 
I sat around today watching movies that make me cry,
& eating food that makes me fat.
i even started to bite my fingernails again.
thing is i really don't think you even care.
i haven't seen you in over four weeks,
& i just don't know if i can deal with being this alone.
not again. The rain is pouring down. I'm wet-soaked-looking like a mess
cars zoomin' by, spraying me, people starring
and i cant be any happier cuz all i need to know is
that you love me for who i am, not how i look, no matter what 
i've wasted so many wishes, so many dreams,
so many hopes, so many moments;
on you. I love my name just because of how you say it.
I love the way you stare at me when you think I'm not looking.
I love the way you lean in close whenever I tell you something,
even though we both know you heard me. I love the sweet things you say to me,
even when I'm screaming at you. I love how you love me and aren't afraid to show it.
I love how you make me want to be a better person than I ever thought I could be.
But mostly, I love you. All the good things, all the bad, all the mistakes, all the surprises,
all the imperfections, all of it... just because they're yours (:
(autmun--lovee) 
It’s amazing. Some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence,
and it changes the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can
hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love. It changes everything, nothing between
you is ever really the same again, even if they don’t know it. I hate how people think after you graduate that we'll never see these people again.
These people are the ones who know us better than anybody else.
We played recess and gym with these kids. We had art and music with them too.
These are the people who we did school projects with and rushed to get our homework done right before class with. These might have also been the kids we made fun of or judged, but when we leave, we'll remember them and we'll miss them. The quiet kid, the shy kid, the outgoing kid and the clown. They all will be missed. Even you! 
I just want to hold your hand and maybe listen to stories about your childhood
or what you think of at the end of the day when you're all alone in bed.
Or maybe this is pathetic and all I need to do is get a grip. Dreams are always crushing when they don't come true.
But it's the simple dreams that are often the most painful because they seem so personal,
so reasonable, so attainable. You're always close enough to touch, but never
quite close enough to hold and it's enough to break your heart. 
Just the smell of summer could make me fall in love. I know a lot of people know who he is, but I also know there are not that many
who got to see the side of the guy that I did. And that guy, well, I'll never forget him, never.
I've learned so much about life and emotion from knowing him and I wouldn't change a thing about it.
Your heart needs to go through some bumps like these in order to make it through.
Besides, no matter what he's done or not done, he had the biggest impact on me this past year.
And I know no matter how many years go by, my stomach will always do a little flip whenever I see that face. 
I like how sleeping next to someone means more than sex sometimes.
It's the body's way of saying 'I trust you to be by my side at my most vulnerable time.'
You have no defenses when you are asleep, you tell no lies.
When do boys become men? When they learn not to hurt us, when they learn how fragile our
hearts are,when they are afraid to push us too far, when they won't even wrestle with us
because we might get a bruise, when they really truly love us,when they leave a piece of them with us,
when their heart is ours,and they will never truly care about anyone else. When do girls become women?
When they realize when boys become men, when they figure out that they pushed away the only man they
would ever care about,when they hold on tight to their man's heart and never let go, when they
give a piece of themselves to them, and when they can never ever care about anyone the same way.
Every night I fall asleep with my headphones on,
listening to a song that reminds me of you. I often miss that little girl whose dreams had no barriers,
who believed in a world where anything was possible,
with a heart that was full and unbroken. 
Please just don't give up on me, because underneath all my
mistakes, imperfections, and disappointments,
I'm just a simple girl who really does love you, and
I'm sorry if sometimes I'm just a little too shy to show it. It's not my fault I fell for you, you tripped me. 
I don’t understand how you can smile all day long,
but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change, but
the people in them do. How you can love so innocently,
but it can turn into anger so quickly. How your best friend can
become your worst enemy. Or when your worst enemy turns into your best friend.
How forever turns into a few short months that you'd do almost anything to get back.
How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without.
How even though you know letting go of something is best for you, it hurts just the same.
How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their
time is too much time to spare. How people make promises, and bear their souls to someone
despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from
their lives ‘cause it’s just easier then working things out.
Look at me – I know you hurt me and I hurt you. But I know what we once had was real. It isn’t there now; the fiery spark that kept us alive, it diminished into nothing. I want you to move on, and never look back. Not at me, not at anything we had. I want you to move on to bigger and better things, just like I’m going to as well. But if you find that your life isn’t quite right, come find me. I’ll be waiting in the dark, waiting for you to light up my life once again. Your laugh is the only tune playing in my head.
Your smile is my good feeling, I remember everything you said. 
spin around me like a dream, we played out on this movie screen.
and i said "did you know i miss, you?" god, i miss you. They all joke around saying were gonna end up married someday. Were best friends, thats it. You know everything about me. But somehow I cant help but hope maybe they're right. Maybe we really are perfect for eachother and just dont know it yet. 
It’s crazy how he cant bear to see me by another guys side, but doesn’t want me right by his. Truth is; we all miss being young. There was no worry about love, or worrying if your hair looked bad. Or if your socks had holes or odd colors. You never once thought of your best friend cheating with your boyfriend. Never thought you would witness deaths. All that came to your mind was if you were smart enough to tie your shoe laces. or if your friend would be mad at you for saying something. Chasing those boys around trying to hug them and of course them running away, Simply because they liked you back.. When we finally realized what life was all about, it was to late because we were already hurting. 
Hell, I am young. I am free. My teeth are clean. The sun shines. To hell with everything else. -Stephen Fry How weird is it to think that two years ago I didn't even know who you
guys were? Now I can't imagine not seeing your smiling faces almost everyday.
So we better not ever lose touch because although I lived without you before,
i don't know if i can do it now 
i want to be the person that makes you lose all control
and laugh, really laugh.♥ i'm just not good enough for anyone today, huh? 
Maybe some people are meant to fall in love with each other,
but not meant to be together. Woke up to the sound of pouring rain, washed away a dream of you.
But nothing else could ever take you away,
'cause you'll always be my dream come true.  All of a sudden it hit me. I’m always the one attempting to catch people when they fall. Now I’m beginning to wonder who's going to catch me? To forget somebody isn’t possible. Deep inside, you remember everything. You may not think of them for years at a time, but you don’t know how to forget. You can recall the way they smiled when they were happy, and the way their face showed no expression when they couldn’t find their way 
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| How come even though I'm on top of the world,
I still feel like I'm not seeing something that was
meant to be right in front of me. The first boy i ever loved was my best friend.
He knew everything about me, and i'm afraid
that's what pushed him away. 
Someone out there is meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soulmate. The one you can tell all your dreams to and he will never laugh at your heart. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes and send flowers when you least expect it. He'll call you to tell you goodnight before you get into bed or just because he is thinking about you. He'll be bursting to talk to you each morning just to hear the sound of your voice. He'll look into your eyes and tell you that you are the most beautiful girl he has ever seen, and for the first time in your life, you will believe it.
(©biteyourlipp) I'm taking pictures in my mind so I can save them for a rainy day. It's hard to make conversation when he's taking my breath away.
-Taylor Swift 
I'm into tongue kissing and foreplay all day… because mama ain't home, so the
noise is okay.
Sometimes you just have to let stupid things go, put a smile on
your face, and think "well today is a new day"
(eyeshadoww) 
I want to know exactly what makes you tick, I want to know your problems. I want to know what days you're waking up on the wrong side of the bed, I want to know how many pillows you sleep with. I want to know why you sleep with a window open. I want to know if I'm ever needed, if I'm good enough to keep you warm at night. I want to know if I even have a chance. I want to know everything about you, whether it be fact or fiction. I want to know your past, your future, your in-betweens. Your favorite colors, your phobia's; everything.
Maybe one day I will muster up the courage to say all these things I feel,
but for now they're going to stay locked up in a corner far in my mind. 
I wish everyone in the world was a different color.
Some shades would be similar, but there would only
be two of the same color. The goal would be to match
colors. Along the way there will be several people
with similar shades, but none your true color. But when
you find your matching color staring back at you, you'll know.
You have to admit that love doesn't give you
the license to own a person forever.
Only a chance to enjoy someone's company for a moment.
Truth only means something when it's hard to admit.
Look, it's none of my business, but who cares what these creeps think of you?
They don't make you what you are, you do. You are who you choose to be. 
you know everything about me.
you're the first and only boy to date that i've felt anything for.
how can you let me throw that away?
are you gonna fight for me?
please say you'll fight for me. when it comes to love, people say that guys can wait forever for the girl they want and girls don't. but that's not true,
cause girls always wait, guys are always late 
Can you still feel the butterflies? Sometimes you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you're a good person and a good friend. What's meant to be will end up good and what's not - won't. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can't be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don't, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around and don't lose something real. Always fight until you can't fight anymore, and then be fought for. 
don't mind me if i get weak in the knees,
because you have that effect on me. Out of all the things I could do with you, I look forward to sleeping with you the most. Not having sex, just sleeping in the same bed, you holding me in your arms, and me falling asleep on your chest and waking up with you right next to me. That's what I want. 
Did you know you have a special way of turning around my terrible days? You make all the bad things go away the second that you say hello I really think there's a reason that I like him so much. Like something's telling me not to let him go. Every time I follow my heart, it leads to him. I mean, what other explanation is there? Why is it that no matter how upset I am, I see him and I can't help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles I get that feeling in my stomach? Sometimes you just don't want to get near the person you admire or desire because you're afraid to see his imperfections, but you're more afraid that you've fallen for him. 
^^ Haha :) I love this movie <3 I don't hate him, I loved him until i figured it hurts a lot less to just not care. You don’t expect him to turn up to your sporting match, no disappointments. You don't expect a call on your birthday. You don’t expect to see him for months. You want us to go make up? Sink a few beers together? Nice family hug? I've given him enough hugs. He's given me enough disappointments. The minute you start enjoying yourself & the person who you’ve become, when you walk into a room with your head held high, the minute you wake up & are glad to be you, the possibilities & opportunities will come knocking at your door.
Do you miss him at the most happy & fulfilling times of your life? Just because you miss him when the world is quiet & you feel alone doesn't mean you love him. You will miss anyone when you're lonely. It's when your life is going great & you still feel that ache in your heart because he isn't there to see the genuine smile on your face & happiness in your life. It doesn’t matter how many times you tell me it’s gonna be okay, I just can’t listen anymore, because you can’t give me the one thing I want more than anything in the world. you can’t give me you. So no, it’s not gonna be okay. 
Fuck the fairytale bullshit. I don't want happily ever after, I want right now. I want someone to love me for all my flaws and complications. I want someone to tell me I'm pretty & send me a good morning text. I don't want a night in shining armor, I just want someone who cares about me. I won't kiss a frog, but I'd do just about anything to find my someone Be aware that what you chase may not be worth catching. If you cheat for it, you will come to resent it. If you steal it, it will haunt you. What you work hard for may become the sweetest thing in life. I learned the hard way. 
Even now I still hope for the best, even in life's worst situations. I wish for it to get better. I pray for the strength to get through. And I've realized that I can't do it alone. As much as I'd like to, as much as I want to be able to stand on my own two feet without the need to lean on someone else for support - I've found that I need to. I'm not strong enough to do it alone. I enjoy the solitude, and at times I think that this seclusion is what I want, but in the end I need someone there to assure me that everything will be fine. I need someone to hold my hand, even in life's toughest moments. I think I need you. Never get tired of doing little things for others. Sometimes those little things occupy the biggest part of their hearts 
I miss that feeling. The feeling you get when you have someone in your life you can tell things to. A person that you can tell all your hope, dreams and aspirations. Knowing that they are truly listening. The feeling of a person who wants to talk to you, because you are you. The feeling of a friend.And now you want somebody to cure the lonely nights. You wish you had somebody that could come and make it right. But boy, I ain't someone with a lot of sympathy, you'll see. 
I`ve got my heart set on you & that`s not changing for anyone. And now we hardly talk, but you had so much
to say those nights where there was skin on skin
and I could feel your pulse. Considering I thought
it meant a little more than this, I guess
it's mostly you I'm starting to miss. 
Tell me why you're looking so confused when I'm the one who didn't know the truth.Don't ever be afraid to come to me with stuff like that. The simple fact that you actually seem to give a crap is the reason I took an interest in you to begin with. It's why I trust you. It's why I trust you as a person 
Here I am looking for quotes again with only one
person on my mind the entire time. You meet someone, and you just click.
You have the same ideas about life.
You don't even have to finish your sentences,
because the person already knows what you mean. 
You grab my attention when you walk into the room.
It could be midnight and I'm still thinking of you.
I cannot control the feelings you got me going through.
I want to be yours but, that's up to you.You are probably the most confusing person i have ever met.
and thats why i want you more , you keep me interested 
And maybe after this we'll never see each other again. And maybe we will. And maybe I'll meet up with you again in ten years. Or maybe twenty. And maybe you'll still be single. Or married. And maybe I'll be as well. And maybe you'll ask me if I want to go for coffee. And maybe I will. Or maybe I won't because it could bring up old feelings again. But for now, I'm not gonna worry about the maybes or the what-ifs; I'm just going to continue living my life the best way I can. A show of hands, who has said these words before?
With a show of hearts on the floor, who has ever meant them more? 
you just dont get it do you?
you really don't understand
that i'm not over you
i never was over you It's funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love, while at the back of our minds we know that the person we truly love will always be an exception. 
I really wanna call you,
but I know that its not right.
I probably shouldn't tell you,
but I dreamed of you last night. it's laughing with your friend at a time when you shouldn't. it's the sweat in your palms wanting to know someone you see and the pit in your stomach when they actually see you. it's being touched by hands that aren't your own. it's the thrill of an escape that almost wasn't. it's the embarrassment you feel, naked for the first time. it's helping a friend find something they lost. it's a smile, a joke, a song. it's what someone does that they like doing. it's what someone does that they like remembering. it's the thinking of things you may never do and the doing of things you may never have thought. it's the road ahead and the road behind. it's the first step and the last and every one in between, because they all make up the good life.-The Good Life 
the single hand that wipes your tears during your failures is much more important than the countless hands that come together to clap for your successes. Let’s get one thing straight. You are not your hair – frizzy, smooth, or limp. You are not your feet – colossal, average, or tiny. You are not your thighs – scrawny, muscular, or dimpled. You are not your looks. What you are is far more than the eye can see. You are your culture. You are your history. You are your quirks. You are your talents. You are your goals and accomplishments. You are your relationships. You are your spirit. And absolutely none of these can be judged by a photograph. 
It's amazing the thing you realize when you lose someone. You get mad at yourself for not saying things you could've a million times, you take for granted days spent doing nothing when you could've been with him. Anyone can be taken at any time in our lives, but we always wait until they're gone to say things we never had courage to before. maybe i'm not meant to be over him.
i mean, look at how many times i've tried.
maybe it's not working for a reason. 
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| We all want to fall in love. Why?
Because that experience makes us feel completely alive.
Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified,
our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon.
But that doesn't diminish its value.
Because we are left with memories that we will treasure for the rest of our lives. The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it. 
If I ever have kids, and they are upset,
I won't tell them that are people starving in China or anything like that
because it wouldn't change the fact that they are upset.
And even if somebody else has it much worse,
that doesn't change the fact that you have what you have. For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something.
You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head,
so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere.
A kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air.
You can't cheat your first kiss. Trust me, you don't want to.
Cause when you find that right person for a first kiss, it's everything. 
The point is we can't help who we fall in love with I didn't come here to tell you that I can't live without you.
I can live without you. I just don't want to. 
Why is it when you do something terrific, nine times out of 10 you're all alone,
but when you screw up really big, the whole world is watching? I'm looking for love. Real love.
Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming,
can't-live-without-each-other love. 
stomach, meet butterflies Give a girl the correct footwear and she can conquer the world. This was her life. Not the life she had once dreamed
of, not a life her younger self would ever have imagined
or desired, but the life she was living, with all its complexities.
This was her life, built with care & attention, & it was good. 
Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times.
Once, you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining
your friendship forever. This will teach you who your
true friends are, & the fine line between friendship &
more. Once, you must fall in love with someone you believe
is perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, & that
you should never be treated as anything less than you
deserve. & once, you must fall in love with someone that
is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are,
& who you want to be. & when you're through with all that,
you learn that the people who care about you the most are the
ones that you hurt, & the ones that hurt you are the ones that
needed you the most. But most of all, you learn that love is
only a concept & is not something that can be defined, it is
different to each & every person on this earth, knowing
that everyone only wants to be loved. 
I may still not know what I want to do when I grow up,
but I do want to live in a house filled with books &
travel souvenirs. & the walls that aren't covered in
bookshelves will be covered with photos of my family
& friends. When I leave the house, I will be going to a job
I love, & I'll return to a person I love.
So, that's the dream I'm working on. There seems to be an infinite number of things that we can fuck up royally in our lives. 
Did you ever notice how you can be sitting in the middle
of doing something one day & all of a sudden you will
remember the beginning? Like the first time we held hands
or the first song we sang in the car together? Maybe the first
time we went to the movies or danced? Maybe something
smaller like a joke that we laughed at for what seemed like
hours..or a day we spent shopping..or a fast food restaurant
we ate at? Sometimes I'll be sitting in the middle of doing
something & I'll remember..& it makes me think, "Look how
far we have come. Look how long it has been..look how happy
we made each other from day one." & that's something so
sentimental that it brings tears to my eyes. Love isn't easy, it's damn hard. It makes you go through things you hope you would never have to. But the amazing thing about love is it's always worth it in the end. 
What you need, what you deserve, is a guy who adores you for what you are. Who doesn't see you as a project, but a prize. I love you. Three little words, one big concept. Give me one reason to hate you & I'll give you a million why I don't. 
I love it when he holds my hands, smiles at me, looks me in the eyes, kisses me just because, calls me "his baby", tells me I'm beautiful, kisses my forehead, holds me tight, pushes my hair out of my face, and most of all, makes me feel safe.
No, I don't like you. I just stare at you all day long for no reason. 
It's funny how when you finally get over someone, you start seeing them in a whole new perspective. It's lke you're looking at them through the eyes of your best friend; & you realize; he's nothing special. He's just another ordinary boy. I kept my head high and you better believe I never looked back. 
If you want to walk out the door, go ahead. No one is here stopping you.
[© tellmeyoulovemeplease] Fucking duh, asshole. Yes, there is something wrong with me and you of all people should know what it is.
[© tellmeyoulovemeplease] 
Sweetheart, I understand that your heart is broken. You're sad. I get it, but don't let that stop you from living your life. Get out of bed every morning. Do your makeup. Smile. Get through the day. And whenever you don't feel up to it, just look at the boy who did this to you. Do you think he cried himself to sleep last night? Probably not. As a matter of fact, I'll be you that he's doing fine. So the next time you wake up and you feel to miserable to even open up your eyes, do it anyway. Babygirl, live your life, in spite of him.
[© humanxafterall Once upon a time, something happened to me. It was the sweetest thing that could ever be; a fantasy, a fairytale, a dream come true. It was the day I met you. <3 
This year I wished for love, to immerse myself in someone else and to wake a heart long afraid to feel. My wish was granted and if having that is tragic, then give me tragedy. Because I wouldn't give it back for the world
-One Tree Hill I've been running around for the past two months
with absolutely no direction. I didn't know what I
wanted. All I knew was that you were always there,
always in my head, always under my skin. 
Clouds cover the sky slowly, reflecting my inner mood so well, it's as if God decided the weather should match the way my emotions have gotten ahold of me. I don't even feel like I'm with the same person anymore when he's around. That scares me. 
Dear life, please stop punching me in the face with occurrences that are unsatisfying, to say in the least.
Sincerely, Me. just seeing him makes me hurt. but not a heartbroken way, a yearning way. just the way that i need to be in his arms. makes me realize that this really is real for once. 
his skin on mine was all it took to make me forget why i'd needed to get over him, and remember why it had been so hard. if i could only feel one thing for the rest of my life, it would be his skin on mine. even after all this time the sun never says to the earth "you owe me." look what happens with a love like that, it lights the whole sky. - Hafiz 
i hope someday somebody wants to hold you for 20 minutes straight and that's all they do. they don't pull away. they don't look at your face. they don't try to kiss you. all they do is wrap your up in their arms without an ounce of selfishness in it. When our conversations end, are you also left with words unsaid?  when he holds me close and i hear his heart beat and kiss his lips, i realize that this is where i want to be, and this is how i want to feel. lately i've found myself looking back at disastrous memories. memories of me ruining relationships that i cherished most. memories that have led me to the life that i live now, but i know they make me exactly who i am today. 
Do you ever sit and think.. what if? What if you never said the first hello? What if our paths never crossed? What if you kept your mouth shut and just let things pass, or what if you would have said just one more thing? What if you had five more minutes? What if you could turn back time or make it all just stand still? What if you could say I love you one more time or NEVER had said it at all? Where would your life be? I want to be the kind of girl who leaves an everlasting impression. I don't want to be the type that you'll forget in a week. I want to be hard to forget. I want to have the kind of impact on someone where they know they'll never find anyone else who could ever take my place. Because that's what you are to me. 
and I'm sorry if you think I'm being a bitch, but being
screwed over isn't fun and I'm sick of it Maybe for once, i want to be the one who's always on that boys mind, not the other way around.
(c)justtobeyouranything 
When you crave him more than anything else you've ever craved before and when people talk about him, or when someone who has the same name as him and you get that feeling in your gut that’s absolutely indescribable and you think about him in every context of every way, you’re in love.
in front of total strangers, would you kiss me? Call me for no reason.. just because you miss me? So I say a thousand stupid things, and half the time I never mean them but this time I'm serious. I'm never going to talk to you first. So if I mean anything, anything at all to you, then you can talk to me because I give up.
One day you're going to want that specific girl. That girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be for you. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you and love you the only way she knew she could. That girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though you probably deserve it...
I know some people search the world to find something like what we have, and I know people will try and try to divide something real, so until the end of time, I’m telling you that there isn’t anyone who can get in the way of what I feel for you.  | | |
| the world may never know the truth about your life, that's
because they don't care to. but, when you find the one who
wants to know every detail of it, they're the one to keep. i love him not for what he is, but for what i am when i am with him.
i love him for the part of me that he brings out. 
i just wanted to thank you for calling me back when i hung up
on you, and grabbing my arm when i started walking away. sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past; stop planning the future,
stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel, stop deciding with our
mind what we want our heart to feel, and sometimes we just have to go
with "whatever happens, happens." 
maybe who we are isn't so much about what we do,
but rather what we're capable of when we least expect it. yesterday i saw the sun shining, and the leaves were falling down softly. my hands were cold and needed a warm touch, and i was thinking about you. 
dear whoever is reading this, i hope you have a reason to smile today. one of the worst feelings in the world is having to doubt something you thought was unquestionable. 
you're my first love, the kind that only happens once. and the kind that lasts forever. the couple that everyone looks at and says: "they're perfect." I remember being thirteen years old, sitting in my room all night, listening to the same song over and over. I thought that if I could write something beautiful, something honest, I could make someone love me. 
it's just one day out of 365. but for some reason, this is the night that defines all the rest. When they knock you down, you not only have to get up, but you have to make it clear that you won't be knocked down a second time 
Don't be flattered that he misses you. He should miss you. You're deeply miserable.
However, he's still the same person who just broke your heart.
Remember, the only reason he can miss you is because he's choosing, every day, not to be with you. sometimes, all we need is the knowledge that the other person keeps you in their thoughts, and that they care. 
do you ever wonder if you had taken a left turn instead of a right turn, you could have been somebody different? sometimes there is no next time, no time outs, no second chances. sometimes it's now or never. 
I hope she makes you happy. &I'll pretend he makes me smile. i've always wondered what crossed your mind when your eyes met mine Summer's finally here. Getting ready for the time of our lives. The sun is hot, and so are you. I see you looking at me, yeah, I’m looking at you too. 
I've got a mind boggling, sense numbing, heart pounding, stomach flipping, take-my-breath-away, head-over-heels, knee shaking, daydreaming, butterfly fluttering crush on you. If we were alone, and it was absolutely silent, what would you say to me? 
your eyes shine bright, like the headlights of a million speeding cars... and i'm obsessed with crashing into you. the tooth fairy teaches children that they can sell their body parts for money. i blame her for prostitution. 
Teenage love is all about finding a way to make him yours && keep him from being hers. It's funny how you can have all the friends in the world, but it just doesn't feel right without that one you lost... dear heart, so there is this guy that you want me to like, but i don’t want to like him, so can you please stop beating so fast every time his name comes up. 
before, i couldn't shut you up. now... i can't even get you to say hello
i want you to look at me like you've never looked at anyone else i want you to look at me like i have something other girls don't. the nights I don't dream about you, are the nights I stay up thinking of you. 
fairytales are more than true; not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten.
when you look at me, it's like you're secretly trying to tell me not to give up hope. but i want you to know something: i almost have. 
Everytime I look at you, I see you glance at me. Just admit you still love me, and I’ll admit I never got over you The more you get to know a person, the more attractive they become to you. Because everything beautiful you see on the inside of them, suddenly you’re able to see on the outside of them too. 
i wanna do exactly what you did to me. lead you on; make you fall for me; and just let you go I'm sorry I'm not like those other girls
that just drop their dignity at your feet. 
Then a while later, we got back together, and we told each other we would be forever. And since that day, we have had our share of problems but now we know that it's hard, but better together. It is better together, so now we have a house and a couple pets. We're even getting married nine years after it, and every time I see you; I still hear trumpets. i try to tell myself that he'll never be worth it, but the voice in the back of my head always asks, "what if he is?" 
i never want you to think that you are anything less than amazing. and nobody knows that i still fall asleep thinking about you. 
Just because she may seem strong doesn’t mean she doesn’t cry or have feelings, and just because she acts like she doesn’t care, doesn't mean that you weren't the world to her. I don’t know how things are supposed to be, but I do know they aren’t supposed to be like this. 
I’m here not because I am supposed to be here, or because I’m trapped here, but because I’d rather be with you than anywhere else in the world. Sometimes, you just can’t tell anybody how you really feel. Not because you don’t know why, not because you don’t know your purpose, not because you can’t trust them; but because you can’t find the right words to make them understand. 
wish you would just show up on my doorstep. Not with anything special, just you. And when I’d open the door you’d smile and while I’m trying to figure out what the hell you’re doing here you’d tell me how hard the past months have been, how much you’ve thought about me, how much you regretted everything. And then you’d take me into your arms and ask me to forgive you and I would without hesitation. Then you’d grab my face and kiss me the way you used to and everything would be perfect again. I’m not okay, and I need you to know that. No, I’m not going to tell you what’s wrong. I’m just…I’m not okay, and I need you right now. That’s it. Plain and simple. I need you to be here for me, if only for a few minutes. [-apatheticaspirations] 
In that moment, I just wanted him to push me hard against a wall and kiss me. I didn't want to think anymore; I didn't want to question it. I just wanted to feel it. Sometimes, all we need is just to feel it. It’s amazing, really, just how much pain the human heart can take. 
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| As we grow older, it become difficult to just believe. It's not that we don't want to, but too much has happened that we can't
-Now and Then They say it's the little things in life that matter most,
but you're a big part of me, and you matter the most. 
There's a big fucking world out there. It's messy and it's chaotic and it's never what you expect. It's okay to be scared, but you cannot allow your fears to turn you into an asshole, not when it comes to the people that love you, the people that need you. Friends are people that touch your heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They’re the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don’t judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thing in the world. I find my time with my friends the best times of my life. 
Because he has been a major part of your life. Of course you'll miss him; it's perfectly normal. It's like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentist pulls it out, you're relieved. But how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it was hurting you does not mean you don't notice it. It leaves a gap and sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It's going to take a while, but it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, because it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision. 
Turn up the radio and sing your lungs out.
Cause kid, this is it, and this is all it ever will be.
So get used to it, suck it up, and just live your life. We have never only been friends 
When you have something so precious with someone, the whole world doesn’t need to know about it. Being perfect may be okay for barbie, but just remember, she ended up with a guy with plastic balls You'll fall in love with the most unexpected people at the most unexpected time 
And I’m going to do something this summer. I’m going to change something. I’m going to make someone never forget me. I’m going to make this summer worth my time. I just want to write something beautiful. Inspirational. Something that brings someone to their knees, or lifts that fifteen year old girl off the floor and makes her realize she’s worth so much more than what she makes herself to be. I want to change someone’s life through elegant words beautifully bound together. I want to relate to someone’s problems, let them know they’re not the only lost soul in this world. I know it sounds cynical and cliché, but I know that’s what I look for. I’m a fifteen year old girl. I don’t know what I’m worth, and I look for words to change my life. Sometimes I find it in the most unexpected places, and sometimes words do more for me than any person can do. @pleaselovemeee_x3 
You don’t get it do you? You have hurt so many people. You have got so many girls wrapped around your finger, bringing their hopes up until they crash to the floor and shatter. There are so many girls out there who think you were different, who thought you actually cared. It’s all quite intriguing, actually. I don’t understand how you get so many girls to fall for you like you do. Or how you cut them loose like nothing, like you never feel a thing. Especially how you don’t even consider their feelings, either. And this is why I feel bad for you. Ready? Someday, you will be alone. All those girls you messed around with will have great husbands and beautiful children, and they’ll all be happy. They’ll get over it. But you? Oh, you’ll never have that. You’ll live a lonely life and die the same exact way. You won’t have someone to full heartedly love. And for that I feel sorry for you...But I guess we all get what we deserve. @pleaselovemeee_x3 
It's the possibility that keeps me going, not the guarantee. A
sort of wager on my part. And though you may call me a dreamer or fool or any other thing,
I believe that anything is possible. She wants to be the exception, you know? That girl he falls for despite his guarded heart. The one he’ll break down and admit his feelings for, even if he has that whole unattainable bad boy thing going on. She wants to be his risk, his weakness. She wants to be his. @pleaselovemeee_x3 
The best moments in reading are when you come across
something, a thought, a feeling, a way of looking at things
that you'd thought special, particular to you. and here it is,
set down by someone else, a person you've never met,
maybe even someone long dead. and it's as if a hand has
come out and taken yours. It was the bad boy with a golden heart, and the girl who never saw herself as enough. They met one summer at a spot in town where the sun set over a group of misguided kids. They sparked an attraction which seemed to ignite a flame, and when they realized they understood each other like no other, they fell in love. @pleaselovemeee_x3 
I don't have the heart to hurt you, that's the last thing I want to do. But I don't have the heart to love you, not the way you want me to. When you're a kid you see your life the way you want it
and it never crosses your mind that it may never turn out that way 
When you can't stop smiling after you talk to him, and you still get butterflies in your stomach and that huge smile across your face everytime you see him;
that lets you know he's definitely more than a friend. I think the problem is that I am stuck waiting for him to do something, to make a move, to say the perfect thing. And the problem is that I shouldn't be that girl, the one who sits and waits for him.
I should be independent. I should think clearly and consistently without having my mind jump straight back to him. Yeah, falling for someone like that is the hardest thing to do.
And the stupidest thing is that what's standing in my way is fear of losing him, the fear of rejection,
the fear that I might lose a friend that means everything to me. 
They say to forget about the people from your past, because there must be a reason they didn't make it into your future. Well if only it was really that easy. Go up behind her and tickle her. She’ll scream and yell and tell you to stop. But I promise she'll secretly love it. You’re her entire world, kid. 
We spent most of our time talking about nothing, but I just want to let you know that all those nothings have meant so much more to me than so many other somethings. And it's the nothing that I miss the most, which must make the nothing truly something. Sometimes things happen. Things happen even when you don’t intend them to happen. Maybe at the beginning you had good intentions, or no intentions, or intentions you thought were harmless. But before you knew it things got out of your control. 
Once upon a time, we really loved each other. But as time went by, there just got to be all these things - little things, stupid things - that were left unsaid. And all these things that were left unsaid piled up, like the clutter in our storage room. And after awhile, there was so much that was left unsaid that we barely said anything at all. Don't edit yourself. I don't want the half version, the kind you use to make parents adore you. I want you. I want the flaws, the stuttering, the cursing, and the clumsiness. I want it all. I want your bloopers and laughs. I want the awkward...everything. I want your goofy. I want your anger. I want to fight with you. And you to piss me off. I want to frustrate you. Won't you let me? Will you let me in and show me how you operate? 
Sometimes I wonder if you ever think of us. And what happened between us. Or, really, what never happened between us. I need the smell of summer. To wake up to the sound of lawnmowers, and sleeping till noon. I need the smell of chlorine pool hair in my face, and laughing non-stop with my best friends. I need drama free days full of bonfires and camping. I need a break from caring. 
You’re like a song stuck in my head. You’re stuck in my heart I’m not that girl your mom warned you about. Her imagination was never this good. When he walks up behind me, hugs me from
behind, and kisses my cheek, I melt inside. 
Finding someone you love and who loves you back is a wonderful, wonderful feeling. But finding a true soul mate is an even better feeling. A soul mate is someone who understands you like no other, loves you like no other, will be there for you forever, no matter what. They say that nothing lasts forever, but I am a firm believer in the fact that for some, love lives on even after we're gone. So let's lay under the stars, kiss in the pouring rain,
cuddle in your room & be together forever. 
You piss me off. You piss me off a lot. I can't even tell you how many times I've wanted to knock some sense into that pretty little head of yours. You push me to my limits (maybe even farther), but this is what makes me so absolutely crazy about you. Does that make any sense? Any at all? He makes me happy. The kind of happiness that only comes from love. The kind that gives you that tickling sensation in your stomach, and shivers up your spine. 
Sure, she's pretty, but it's about more than that. You two connect. Anything you throw at her, she can throw right back. You figured out what's going on in that predictable head of hers in under five minutes, but something tells you that her heart would take about five years. She didn’t giggle or blush when she saw him. She didn’t write his name all over pieces of paper. She simply lived with his face in her heart all the time. A kind of sweet, hurtful ache 
I can't help it; I couldn't stop it if I tried. The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside. And I've heard that you can't fight love, so I won't complain. Why would I stop the fire that keeps me going on? I kinda just wanna run away. Not cause things are bad, or cause there's something to run from, just cause there's nothing in particular keeping me here. 
Everyone is taught to look both ways before crossing the street and to talk quietly in the library. But no one ever learns anything that matters, like how to keep breathing when your heart breaks in half. I wouldn't have us any other way, us laying down on your futon, watching a movie together with the lights dimmed. And your heart beating, it was my lullaby, as I fall asleep in your arms 
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